Posted on October 8, 2014, 1 week ago

Hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan

Hindi ko alam kung anong patutunguan

Hindi ko alam kung aking maipagyayabang

Ang pag-ibig na sinumpaan


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Posted on October 6, 2014, 2 weeks ago

Screw it. GEDDEMMIT.




Posted on October 6, 2014, 2 weeks ago

johnnalang:

Uhhm, alam kong awkward ‘to para sa’kin na gawin at lalo na sa’yo. Alam ko na hindi pa ito ang tamang panahon para sabihin ito pero ito ang tanging paraan para hindi na ako masaktan pa. Sana alam mo ang nararamdaman ko, at sana ganun din ikaw sa akin. Mahal kita, sobra. Simula pa noong una, ikaw na ang dahilan ng mga ngiti ko. Makita lang kita noon, ibang ligaya na ang nararamdaman ko. Minsan pa nga, kapag naglalaro ka ng volleyball, natutuwa ako kapag sa’kin mo pinapa-set ang bola para ma-spike mo. Masaya ako sa mga panahon na ‘yon. Hanggang ngayon, kakaiba ‘tong nararamdaman ko para sa’yo. Overnight sa inyo? Wala nang mas sasaya pa sa akin sa buong mundo noong nakasama kita sa may labas ng gate ninyo at umupo sa may kalsada at nagka-kwentuhan ng mga nakakatawang istorya na nangyari sa barkada. Hindi na tayo nakatulog non. Inabot tayo ng umaga sa labas kakalaro, text kahit magkatabi at magkangitian kapag nagkakatinginan. Minsan wala akong masabi kapag kasama kita at ang barkada, minsan pa nga kinikilig ako kapag kinausap mo ako at sinasabing, “Bakit hindi ka kumikibo? May problema ba?”. Dahil concerned ka sa’kin at mahalaga ako sa’yo para sa barkada.

Marami pa akong iniisip na maari nating gawin. Manuod ng sine habang magka-share ng paborito mong French Fries ng KFC at gravy. Magkasalo sa Classic Iced Tea ng Wendy’s. Kumain ng diet food sa mga karenderiya sa labas. Magpunta sa isang park at mag-picnic. Tumakbo sa lakas ng buhos ng ulan. Magpakasal, magkaroon ng masayang pamilya at kasama kang tumanda.

Ilan lang ito sa mga naiisip kong kaya kong gawin kasama ka. Alam kong hindi maiiwasan ang mga pag-aaway sa isang relasyon pero sana maging understanding ka sa akin at ganun din naman ako sa’yo. Mahal kita, mahal mo ba ako? Mahal kita dahil sa’yo ako masaya. Hindi kita minahal dahil maganda ka at mayaman ka. Minahal kita dahil ikaw ang nagturo sa’kin kung paano magmahal at magpahalaga ng isang taong sa kanya mo lang matatagpuan ang kaligayahan at dahil sa kanya, natuto kang maging isang taong takot na mawala siya.

Hindi pa ako handang tahakin ang hamon ng relasyon natin, pero sana malaman mong kahit anong oras at kahit anong mangyari. Ikaw padin ang sinisigaw ng damdamin. Hindi mawawala at hinding hindi magbabago. Mahal kita, walang iba.


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Posted on September 29, 2014, 3 weeks ago

johnnalang said: Hi. I miss you.

Me, too. I miss the old you.




Posted on September 25, 2014, 3 weeks ago

You crave something when you don’t have resources to afford it. And when you have money to buy it, you forgot what is it that you crave.


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Posted on September 25, 2014, 3 weeks ago

Thursday nga pala ngayon. Hmmm #tth




Posted on September 23, 2014, 4 weeks ago

Letting someone go

I don’t understand the times when they say “I will be much happy when you let me go”, even though you are so happy together.

Where is the irony in that situation? Is there someone else? Or it is me that gives you shit? What? Damn feels. Fvck it. Let you go? Did you even think what would happen to me when I let you go? Of course, you will say I will be hurt. But, no. I will be sad seeing someone making you smile again.

Thinking such events do happen, I find this a total bullcrap and a freaking arsehole witch in the pot of green of the milky way galaxy.




Posted on September 23, 2014, 4 weeks ago

chescariffic said: Really? It hurts a lot right? Being able to realize na wala na. Hanggang doon nalang. No more future. No more.

Line: “Hanggang dito nalang ba tayo?” - chescariffic
Me: “This line. I remember this one coming out of my mouth, slicing out my heart.”
Yes. The fact that the more you love the person, the more pain you suffer. The more fun you had with her, more sadness will cover.
Actually, ganyan talaga. Parang business lang naman. You put everything to a risk. Time, money, your self and your everything. And once na na-bankrupt ang business, you find those things less meaningful or let me say, reversed. Mawawala lahat. Parang nasunugan ka ng pera. Pinagod mo sarili mo para sa wala. At ang pinakamasakit, ‘yung alam mong bukas na masaya, hindi na pala.


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Posted on September 23, 2014, 4 weeks ago

(Source: word-stuck, via chescariffic)


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Posted on September 18, 2014, 1 month ago

Always remember that someone loves you no matter what and no matter when. Okay? I am here. Just one message away.


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Posted on September 2, 2014, 1 month ago

Seamless chains

It is very hard to tell whether you will have a fun day or a day full of nightmares. We can never tell what’s going to happen when we extend 20 seconds lying in bed thinking something we never thought of having with. And by that 20 second delay, the track of time, the destiny will be changed.

In 20 seconds, we could have gone to the bathroom sink and wash our face and grab a toothbrush.

In 20 seconds, we could have spotted a celebrity passing by a mall.

In 20 seconds, we could have missed the ride to work, or to school.

In 20 seconds, we could have done something a person has never done before.

It is just so weird that I am posting this. It is just, we must value our time. We don’t know. In 20 seconds, we’ll see the light of our Lord God and he is welcoming us to His Kingdom.


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Posted on July 29, 2014, 2 months ago

“One day, it was perfect. The next day, it was over.”
- (via picsandquotes)

(via fairyteeeeel)


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Posted on July 23, 2014, 3 months ago

(via callmeyce)


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Posted on July 23, 2014, 3 months ago

Do you have this feeling that you have this future that is uncertain even if you still plan on having a great one? You are not alone, my friend.


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Posted on June 30, 2014, 3 months ago

You should have known I love you.


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